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Blog 6b : I am losing it. Sort of. Not really. Extremely

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Coronavirus. Coronavirus. Coronavirus.  That's literally all I see and hear. On the news, on the phone, through texts, on facebook, email, everywhere. What even are you EXACTLY. Like what the heck. Can you please go away. Literally ruining so many lives. What a way to start our year.  I don’t know precisely how I feel. Does that make sense? One day I am ok, the next I am losing my absolute mind, then I’m happy, then I’m upset. I am completely out of my “usual routine.” My anxiety is through the ceiling, I will admit that. We are losing jobs, people, income, social life, hope, and so much more. . . A lot of those things listed really hurt. If I think about it, I honestly don’t even know if I have hope right now. Wait. . . I actually do. A little.  I think I have hope in humanity right now, because I have seen how people are concerned for one another, but at the same time they aren’t. I guess I am 50/50. I am nor here, nor there, nor anywhere. Get it? I feel that tr...